Vent: School stresses me out more than ANYTHING. I should not have taken 15 credits. hard credits. It's killing me and I feel so lost and behind and Im just hating it. hating it hating it hating it. I love my major though. Nutrition. I just want to take ALL nutrition class and not mess around with biology and stupid classes. and not to mention tuition fees, and book prices. RIDICULOUS. absolutely ridiculous. book prices are literally raping us of our money. UGH. makes me mad.
I'm very very very stressed about the groin muscle that I pulled or torn. Im going to the sports medicine doctor today to see what he says. its been over three weeks and Im supposed to be training for a triathlon and i just bought a new road bike and cant even use it. its very frustrating. i cant even swim or run either. UGH!!!!!!! its just thrown my whole schedule off. I hate it.
Kind of to go back to my rage about book prices and tuition. I am so poor right now. I just spent all my saving on my bike. maybe not the right thing to do but I am sure glad i did it. but i am having a hard time staying up with my payments and stuff. this too is frustrating. i shouldnt be living off paycheck to paycheck but it always seems to work that way.
New Goals to help me though this shiz:
Getting back on my schedule. bed at 8 wake up at 430.
Im setting some few food goals that have to do with: no picking, over eating, or obsessing
reading my scriptures everyday. cheesy but it totally makes or breaks your day.
study more. and devote more time to my schooling and learning.
I need to set budget goals. Ive tried so many times before but i need something new and effective this time.
this is all for now. im sure ill come back and edit..
